Where to start? A blog welcoming the new and appreciating the old doesn’t seem to fit. We spent 51 weeks of the past 52 in Guyana. (One, glorious week in Tobago). We still have four months to go. The weather isn’t changing, we aren’t moving, nothing is altered. Forgive me if January first doesn’t seem like a new start.
But I still hold a hope for this year. In four months, we will finish our time in Guyana. And the next eight months of 2011…
Unknown.
Vague.
Elusive.
I can only hope I can find ‘it’… whatever ‘it’ is, before April is here.
And 2010? What comes to mind first, of course, are the most vivid memories, be they colorful or unsettling. There were a few of both. Entirely too many moments of feeling inadequate, a few precious interactions with triumph, and many wonderful times with brand new friends.
2010’s vivid memories:
- Not wanting to eat dried beans for the umpteenth day in a row, but not having much else to make
Marching and dancing dressed in yellow, red, and green for Aishalton’s Mashramani Parade – with Kanaimu, who we had dressed up as well
- Being so incredibly hot and sweaty the only remedy is to bathe in the refreshing cool waters of the Savannah creeks
- Reading lovely books to children who may never read one themselves
- Learning how to roll, oil, and cook a proper roti, an Indian-Guyanese flatbread, with the most amazing cook – Auntie Marina
- Being completely appreciative for each and every watt of energy - lights, power for computer to watch... Prison Break!
- Receiving word that my grant was approved, then online, and finally… funded! Hallelujah!

- Reveling in the glory of lights in our house in March, only to have the generator die a week later, and not replaced until December , and reveling in the glory of florescent lighting again
Taking my mom for a long, hot walk through the Savannah with about 20 women and children, and swimming together in Cabanawau Creek
Watching a mad bull attack and threaten the feeble gate around the annual Rupununi Rodeo, dancing well into the night with cowboy hats, and the surreal sight of a giant Ferris wheel in the middle of the Rupununi Savannas
- Drinking, swimming, driving (a real vehicle, that I had control over!), and talking with some amazing Berea girls in the serene, gorgeous country of Tobago
Marvelling at the beautiful city of Boa Vista in Brazil, and it’s vivacious holiday – Carnaval
- Starting a dance and exercise group with Wapishana women, few of whom have ever danced or exercised, gaining a wonderful set of friends

- Sat down and looked out over millions of acres of unspoiled rainforest as the monkeys and macaws called around me
Watching Chris and my brother, Stephen, cross our pickup truck on the flooded Rupununi by pushing it across on a homemade, oil drum pontoon
- Realizing that I will never be a classroom teacher, that I am not able to handle a classroom full of students…
- …But that I really love small groups of children, sparking their imagination, and playing with them
Laughing with my dance and exercise ladies as we attempted a “Hip Hop Dance” Exercise DVD together
- Eating fresh greens – tomatoes and green peppers were a particular favorite – straight from my husband’s garden
